“I want to support you and I want to be the first to
kick-off your Pre-Orders for the new book!”
This was what I was told at my recent visit to my eye specialist.
I think I floated out of that office –
I don’t remember my feet touching the ground.
Some days are like this. Some are not.
He has examined my eyes as he has done for the past 12 years, as I lost most of my sight suddenly in 2007. He has encouraged me in my writing and art projects and told me how proud he is of the way I have refused to let sight loss side-line me.
Not only did I leave his office with a great report from my scans today, that everything is holding and I am not losing more sight at this time – but, then, the affirmation he gave me on my newest publication was a little boost that everyone needs from time to time.
And, here is the big surprise I got this evening:
For immediate Release: from Lynda McKinney Lambert
September 20, 2019:
TODAY: first snow is Book of the Day on Finishing Line Press.
first snow – featured on Finishing Line Press social media sites.
FLP is running a paid advertisement this week on social media for my new chapbook!
About the Author:
Lynda McKinney Lambert, is a retired college professor of fine arts and humanities. Retirement from teaching opened the door for her to write full-time. She explores the themes of landscape, mythology, pilgrimage, fine arts and literature in her writing.
She loves walking through a meadow of wild flowers; gazing at a star-strewn sky; spending solitary winter days with her husband, Bob, their 2 rescued cats and 2 rescued dogs.
ADVANCE PRAISE FOR first snow by Lynda McKinney Lambert
My grandmother knew the name of every bird by note and call who ever sang to the sun in the fields by her Wisconsin country home, and she knew the names of the trees by bark and needle and leaf in the woods. In these days of urban desolation and digital isolation, it is harder and harder to keep hold of the once-common natural knowledge. Here in Lynda Lambert’s poetry the vitality of the seasons is still felt, seen and heard. Lambert notices the colors and sounds that surround us, those sights and odes that barely register through our buds and pads and windshields, and she names them for us and she remembers them for us. In these poems, Lambert calls her readers to celebrate the blue spruce in the morning fog, to “stand in darkness / urging Blood Moon-arise” and to be alive in the old ways. “It feels like we have been here,” she says of one icy morning, “for a thousand years.” In these pages, we have.
–Russell Streur, editor Plum Tree Tavern, author Fault Zones.
RESERVE YOUR COPY OF THIS LIMITED EDITION TODAY, PREORDER SHIPS JANUARY 3, 2020
Fine Art students at Slippery Rock University of PA created a student run art gallery on campus this year. . When I learned about this adventure, I wanted to support it with a gift to help support future exhibitions.
Today, I learned about a special gift donation of
Hand crafted pottery by Anthony DeRosa.
He also wanted to help art students raise funds. He gifted some of his stunning pottery to the organization to be used to help this become a reality in some way. I received one of the mugs made by Anthony in the mail today. I am enjoying my morning coffee which is in one of Anthony’s beautiful mugs. What an amazing piece of art it is – and it will be treasured by me for many years to come.
I hope other graduates of the SRU Art programs will join in to support the new art gallery and help art students in a variety of ways in the future. Congratulations to SGA and the creation of a Student Gallery at Slippery Rock University of PA. I know that the sky is the limit for these current art students. And, this new gallery provides training that would not be possible without it.
I remember the excitement of being involved in art classes & exhibitions as a former BFA major at SRU. The completion of my degree opened door for me that were remarkable. My academic and professional life provided exhibition and teaching experiences across the US and in a number of other countries over the ensuing years.
This new student-run gallery is a ground-breaking idea and I was glad to know about the project. I personally know the value of student learning and how to do the business of making art and getting work out before the public through exhibitions. This new gallery is a key factor in the future success of the students.
If you would like to be a donor, no matter the amount, I know the students would be so grateful for your help. You can get more information on the websites I have given above.
Well, OK, I hope you took the little side trip and saw the video and now you have a happy heart and a joyful spirit after singing along. It’s good for my spirit to be a child again this morning and spend some time just singing along and watching a video that is so cheerful and happy. Isn’t it?
Take a deep breath now, and RELAX. Go ahead, and do it a few more times. Let your hands go limp, relax your feet and legs, breathe in and HOLD IT, and then slowly EXHALE. OH, it feels so good!
This morning, Mama Bear (that would be me, of course) climbed back over the MOUNTAIN and ARRIVED at January 6, 2014. The climb up that mountain is treacherous and at times I thought I might not make it all the way up. I slipped backwards a few times, made mistakes, stumbled, fell, and got discouraged. But then, I decided to pick me up and keep on going UP. I INTENDED to reach the top of the mountain, and so I did. Now, what do I see from here?
On my other blog, Walking by Inner Vision, I saw what I could see. I saw dreams and goals at the top of the mountain and I saw me as I sat at my computer writing my first blog article for 2014, just one year ago. Today, Mama Bear stands at the beginning of 2015. I can see over that mountain through all the months that brought me here to where I stand today.
There was only ONE THING I planned to concentrate on for the entire year –
The Essence of Intentions. Today, my intentions are stronger and wiser than they were a year ago. I have grown.
May I suggest that we spend a few days, right now, to map out the journey YOU will be taking in 2015? If you have not yet done it – this might be the day.
INTENTION begins the moment when we decide to take the action of thinking about what we want to do, where we want to go, and what we might become in the future.
Oh, I know, it is so easy to make excuses for our failures, but please don’t bother to even think of failures or short comings, any inability to deal with your life! Please don’t be so hard on yourself. When I am walking the dogs and they sniff into things that are not good for them, I say, “Leave It” and that means – move on!
A long time ago the brilliant author and Nazi death camp survivor, Corrie ten Boom, was thinking about her mistakes and failures, and then she remembered what the Bible teaches us. Corrie said that -after we recognize we have sinned, we can ask God for forgiveness – and then she said “God has buried our sins in the deepest sea and he has put up a sign that says, “NO FISHING.” My dear friends, please think of that and don’t go fishing for what has already been forgotten. Your mistakes are buried, never to be revealed again so the next time you try to dredge them up, say to yourself, “leave it.”
The only person who can CONTROL each of your DAYS, and how you think of them, is YOU! Your day is your choice, so choose what makes you delighted.
Don’t be afraid of failure. Write your INTENTIONS out and keep them on your mind for the following year and a year from now, you can climb the mountain and see what you can see. I think you will like the view from the TOP of the MOUNTAIN!
Be GOOD to yourself!
How can we determine what our INTENTIONS will be?
We begin by asking ONLY ONE question:
“What will I GIVE?”
What is it that you want to GIVE to OTHERS this year?
The only thing we know for sure is that we have this moment, today. We have no assurance that we will see another day, as we consider our intentions for the unknown future we imagine we may have.
Sit down today and begin to write YOUR INTENTIONS down.
Sit down today and think about your lifestyle, your gifts, your talents, and write down how to make a difference in your own life and GIVE from your HEART to others. What do YOU have to share? Everyone already has things to give. What will be your gifts for others this year?
I have created a list of my own intentions for this year. I’ll be walking on the HIGH ROAD, and it will be STEEP at times, and sometimes even frightening, but I will keep on going. How about YOU?
What path will you CHOOSE to be walking on this year? I choose the mountain path…to see what I can see.
I’ll share a few of my intentions with you, and others are mine alone to keep in my heart – between me and God. All of my intentions are based on my love of art, music, philosophy, and faith. My faith in Jesus Christ and His guidance form my life is the core of my world view.
Each of my intentions recognizes the gifts I was given by God, and my desire to follow the path He has for my life. that
1.) I INTEND to spend some time in silence and prayer each day. If only for short periods of time – maybe I’ll begin by sitting quietly in a secluded place where I can be alone for awhile. Silence is where we can be open to the leading of God in our life. I can begin by just sitting alone for 15 minutes, twice a day.
2.) I INTEND to nurture my own creative spirit through art and writing time. When we get quiet and begin to do creative work, we find we pass into a place that is “timelessness.” There is nothing else in our life that is as important as spending some time alone to experience what creativity can do for our spirit and in our life.
For me, that means I’ll be working on art projects in my studio; reading GREAT books in my library; writing my TWO BLOGS; getting my work PUBLISHED in books and periodicals; displaying my ART in galleries and museums, and whatever else may come Up that will be a nice surprise for me this year. (God has great surprises and HE is always right on time.)
3.) I intend to REST each day, to restore and refresh my inner being. Life is not about what we DO as much as who we ARE inside, in our thoughts and our intentions; I’ll stay focused on BEing rather than DOing this year.
4.) I INTEND to surround myself with friends who are like-minded, those who love the Arts and Faith – those who sow seeds of Faith, encouragement and life. That means I won’t be reading or watching things that tear down, demean, or dishonor people of good will. Life or death is in our tongue and in the words we say. I’ll choose life!
5.) I INTEND to read rigorous texts and follow the trail of ideas that have come to us from centuries before we lived. There is nothing that exists today that does not have an historical context. I have set a goal and made a list of the books I will read this year.
6.) I INTEND, THIS YEAR, to financially and physically support ONLY charities in my own locale – people in my own community and state are worthy to receive our help and it’s part of being a good citizen to help them as we can. My focus for gifting will be on
1.) animal protection and rescue in our county
2.) regional art organizations
3.) institutions of higher learning in our area.
Bob and I believe in building strong communities and it begins at HOME as we all pitch in to make our HOME a better place to BE. We will be buying all we can locally. We want to support local people. We love our village, our small western Pennsylvania city, our state and this is where we chose to spend our lives so of course, we want to make it better. We are proud to live in Ellwood City, PA and we are committed to bringing honor to our own community organizations. We love our neighbors and we love our community and our state. We have a grateful and thankful heart for them all.
If you want to see what my INTENTIONS were for last year you can go here and read them:
Opal, our cat, watched me from her perch in the book shelf.
I AM determined to write a Christmas Greeting this year!
It was December 22 and I was racing against a deadline, well aware that last year I did not get this accomplished. But I had good reasons, because I encountered some unexpected circumstances that exploded our world just one year ago. No one could have anticipated what would enter our life as we walked unaware, into 2014. That was one year ago, today! This article is a look back through 2014, from the rear view mirror.
January, was an exciting month for me as an artist.
My mixed media fiber piece, The Dragon’s Healing Breast Plate, was on display at the Pittsburgh Center for the Arts, in the New Collective exhibition. Bob and I attended the opening night. So exciting!
A couple weeks later, back at the PCA I participated on a four person panel at a conference on sight loss and the arts. After that program, I was photographed in the gallery with my art work. This photo appeared in the Pittsburgh Tribune Review. I think it is a great photo because my mobility cane is clearly visible – my long white cane – my badge of courage – my guide through life – my visible life as a blind artist and writer. This photo shows what is “normal” for me these days, yet, I seldom even think about it. I just keep on going. After all, we are all the person we THINK about being, and I think about being productive and happy as much as possible. Most of all, I think about sharing the gifts I have with everyone – gifts of Humanities and Faith.
January was a crazy busy month –
I presented a workshop at Slippery Rock University of Pennsylvania. It would be at a conference on Disabilities and Inclusion, sponsored annually by the university president. Bob and I arrived very early in the morning to set up my display of pottery and fiber arts. I addressed the audience about how a blind person functions in everyday life, and how I adapted as a visual artist who had lost most of my sight just 7 years earlier. It was so nice to be back on campus and see all the fantastic changes that have made the university I earned 2 of my 3 degrees at SRU. (Bachelor of Fine Arts in 1998; MA in English Literature in 1994.) The audience at SRU was engaging. Bob and I had such a pleasant day meeting people and looking over the new buildings on campus. The official photographer took many photos and a video was made during my presentation. It was such a good day for Bob and I to be there together. SRU became a central part of my academic life from 1985 through 1994. How great it is to occasionally have a look back.
Oh, but amid all that good stuff I just related, something else was going on, too.
In January, Bob had symptoms of “something wrong.”
Those fluttering, persistent, and silent symptoms escalated quickly; Bob collapsed and was unconscious in a local restaurant. The rescue squad arrived within two minutes and after a long time of working on him in the back of an ambulance, he was “brought back” by the rescue team, then taken by ambulance to the local hospital. For the next three months, Bob was tested, prodded, stuck with needles, thumped, scoped, observed, catheterized, and mis-diagnosed by numerous local doctors and specialists.
Vision and Revision, a 2-Person Exhibition opened.
\I conceived, organized, and promoted this show for over a year.
Opening night was on March 7th at Merrick Art Gallery, New Brighton, PA. When I stood in the gallery and surveyed the work of my hands. I was so joyful as I greeted my friends, family, and gallery visitors who flooded into the show for several hours. Prior to this night, I had worked in my solitary studio for over a year to make my art of Ceramic sculpture and Mixed-Media Fiber for this special show. Bob had worked diligently with me to set up my work so it was cohesive and on opening night some of our family members came early to greet visitors and handle the many sales of my work. The night was a success and sales exceeded my dreams.
In such moments I can feel the love that people have for me and my work because they love it and want to live with it in their own homes. That is the highest compliment I can ever have.
I get so excited when I get the “red dots” put up on the walls beside my work – the red dot means the work is sold. I posed for photographs with the visitors and the collectors. We artists gave a special “artist talk” during an intermission and the audience kept asking me so many questions about my work and how I do it without sight. Bob and I had a stunning night and we felt so happy. It was a “night to remember” for a life-time in the arts for me. In 2015 I will celebrate 39 years of exhibiting my art work world-wide.
On April 17th Bob received a correct diagnoses.
We both stood at the phone when Dr. Islam called and said, “Bob, this is a very aggressive disease. It is blood cancer. It’s called Acute Myeloid Leukemia, AML, and you have to get to the hospital in Pittsburgh immediately. We have to begin treatment…you will be there for a month…it has to begin today!”
At that moment, a shift took place in the lives of our entire family.
At 9 pm, Bob entered his new home-away-from-home for this year. This floor is called, T-7 at West Penn Hospital in Pittsburgh, PA. Our daughter, Salome’ drove to our house, gathered us up and delivered us to the hospital. We were all in shock, numb.
What do you take on a moments notice when you are told you will be there for a month?
There was no way anyone could prepare for this night in any way. We were drifting along in a dream that had turned into our worst nightmare. We felt lost at sea.
Spring and summer passed and the warm weather and pleasant days are a blur in my mind. This year is remembered by admission and discharge dates at the hospital. We packed bags to leave home; we unpacked bags when he came back home. Departures and arrivals are the keys to our our normal mind-set most of the time
We circled around in the troubled waters of a disease which tried to swallow our entire family.
Bob had more hospitalizations – more chemo treatments- more rough seasons – more medications – more – more – and more.
I did my best to keep things as normal as I could at home with the four cats and two dogs to care for, interspersed with little periods of creativity and trying to manage our home and our business affairs.
I had water problems that a friend came and fixed. Then, I had electrical issues, and another friend showed up to fix them. Lawnwork needed to be done by family and friends who showed up and helped out. I cannot drive, so needed transportation – and sometimes it was hard to find and frustrating. At those times it was very lonely and unsteady.
Art making took a shift to the back seat of my thoughts
Somehow I managed to get 2 pieces of fiber art work done for the entire year – and another piece in progress laying on my table at the end of the year. That will turn into my first piece of the New Year, I suspect. Writing continued to be a passion as it has been my entire life. Words have always been important for me in dealing with everything from the highest highs, to the lowest depths of my life-journey.
I started a Facebook page for Bob’s journey.
I called it “Bob Lambert Diary” for I expected it would be a photo diary of his journey from the beginning of his life with AML. This was a way that I could disperse information on the disease to help others, and a way to let the public know what was happening with Bob.
And, most of all, it was a way to let people know what his prayer needs are because I know for certain that prayers will be what brings us all through this shift in our lives. This diary would give us wonderful photos to look back over so we could see how far we have traveled as we look back in the rear view mirror of the journey to wholeness for Bob.
Today, on the first day of 2015, I am looking BACK and smiling in the rear view mirror of the last year.
I had another exhibition of “Vision and Revision: Two Artists with Sight Loss, Not Loss of Vision.” It was at Jameson Hospital in New Castle, PA and ran from April 7th through July 7th. I was unable to attend the opening but got to enjoy the show later in it’s run with Bob when he returned home from his first stay in the hospital on June 2nd. What a joy to walk through this beautiful show with him and know he could enjoy it with me. Later, I visited the show with our daughters, Ilsa and Heidi. We had fun taking photos of my work on display in such a lovely gallery setting.
Two additional juried exhibitions finished out the year and moved into the New year. Somehow, I managed to write, make art, serve on two panel discussions and conferences, and do my exhibitions and publications between all the hard times and hospitalizations.
That is how creativity is – nothing can take it away. When God pours out such gifts to people, the gifts are forever available in all the challenges of life. That is why I sing about the glories of the Humanities and Faith in all I do.
On September 25th, Bob was hospitalized for the fourth time. Now, he would get a fourth round for a week.
The long awaited day came on October 2, when he had a stem cell transplant. His donor lives in a different country and the stem cells were flown to Pittsburgh and transplanted into Bob. It is a miraculous process and at age 73 Bob was given the immune system of a 48 year old man. This hospitalization would be a month-long one, too. It was followed up by several weeks in “short stay” and two or three trips to Pittsburgh every week for the remainder of the year and into the New Year! Our daughter Salome’ took off work each week to transport us back and forth – a gift beyond price. It is also a gift of her presence for us, as before this time we were not able to see her so often due to her work schedule. It was also another blessing for us to have another pair of eyes and ears taking in all the complex medical changes and scheduling the many hour-long trips to Pittsburgh.
Each day brings new challenges.
Thankfully, we are blessed with a wonderful family, good neighbors, and dear friends who have helped us in many ways. The challenges are beyond anything we could ever imagine in our worst nightmares. In the middle of it all, our God is with us and we have had miraculous guidance and the best oncology team possible. Keep Bob in your prayers please, for the upcoming year!
Photo: bob with daughter Salome, Christmas Day, 2014
Currently, Bob is working on our income tax materials! He works during the times when his energy level is up and rests in-between as needed. He does what he can and he is a determined warrior – armed for the battle against AML. I stay busy helping him out and most of all keeping his spirits up. We find many things to enjoy and laugh about every day no matter what is going on. We do our best to keep our speech positive and uplifting and to encourage others. I think Bob is a great candidate for a POSTER CHILD for AML, if there was such a thing! Bob has more courage than any person I have ever known – he is brave beyond boundaries.
As we walked down the street together last week. I was laughing. He asked me why. I said, “Look at the two of us. We are still standing. We are together. and we are at the end of a year of more trials than anyone would ever want or choose to go through. Yet, we are here and I am walking beside you. You are a miracle!” He laughed with me in the cold winter sunshine.
Bob and I saying “good bye” to T-7 at West Penn Hospital last November.
At the beginning of 2015 – here is what I know for sure:
God is good. I can say from my heart, He can bring you through any trials you may encounter at any time in your life. Oh, but wait just a minute! This is not the end!